impian si ugly duck....

Saat ini, tika ini, hati seakan terdera dengan amukan hawa nafsu dan perasaan yang mengetuk-ngetuk tangkai hati. Tidak semena-mena, titisan jernih jatuh, setitis demi setitis. Hati sebak.

Dibiarkan air jernih itu mengalir hangat. Berlawan dengan emosi, ternyata seringkali diriku menjadi kalah. Nurani membentak, jiwa ini tidak tenang. Kenapa? Kenapa begini? Kenapa sekarang jadi begini?

Dulu hati itu dapat merasai sebuah ketenangan. Namun kini ketenangan itu seakan-akan diragut. Diragut oleh siapa? Apakah ia hilang ditarik oleh Tuhan? Atau kerana dosa-dosa yang dilakukan? Soalan-soalan itu bertubi-tubi menyoal, namun hati sememangnya tidak mampu menjawab. Terdiam sepi. Adakah hati itu telah mati?

Memang tidak ku nafikan, dia sangat menyayangi diri ini. Tetapi berkali-kali ku ingatkan pada diri, kasih sayang itu tidak abadi!

'Berpada-padalah dalam menyayangi, jika tidak kelak dikau akan menangisi!'

Entah dari mana suara itu datang dan berbisik pesanan, kemudian hilang. [intro baik punya]

salah ker kalu kita nie sume ada terselit sedikit impian dan cita22 dlm hati kita nie..dgn impian dan cita22 la sebenarnya bg kita semangat tok gapai apa yg kita cita-cita kan tue...anggapan org biasa yg xde pikiran kreatif n kritis..

"haa slalu la angan22 xubah mcm mat jenin je ko nie haa..ari22 asik dok berangan aje..tp hasil sikit pon xder"

huhuhu..nie la killer word syg slalu kuar bilakita kata kita nk wt sesuatu yg kdg22 org kata huh xmasuk akal betul..gila ke hape ko nie cik kiah oii...hehehe kdg22 ape yg kita perlukan adalah pemikiran yg di luar kotak...bkn nyer asik benda sama jek..org buat tue kita pon nk ikut abeh mcm mna nk maju..asik bergantung ngan org..cuba la kuatkan semangat cekalkan hati..pekak kan telinga  butakan mata je dgn sindiran org ramai tue..lama22 bila penat tue diorg diam laa...so pade sesiapa yg berhati lembut..yg cepat patah semangat sila amk bait22 indah kat bwh nie sebagai pendorong anda

[ala22 tagline shell kot..] 

hehehee semoga anda semua dapat capai cita22 dan impian anda..goodluck

I have a dream,
Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds
Deep in my heart
I have a dream as precious as gem

If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.

As you always worry,
You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.
Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world
There's the reality that we can't turn back already

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I, I have a dream
I believe in that dream.
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate.
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can't tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together